Man that I was always trying to read his mind.
Man that becomes the song i always sing.
Man that becomes the poetry i always write.
Man that left and went but still being so close.
...............is turn to 17th today
On April, 7th 2011. That time was my last year in junior high school. It was the month of final exam. A week before his birthday, he said that we shouldn't text each other so we could focus on what we would face. But, It wasn't so easy for me. I missed him. So, a thing that became revenge came to my mind. On his birthday i didn't send him any texts, any wishes, any sweet words. I even didn't talk to him when I met him. Oh crap!
On April, 7th 2012. As a freshman was not a easy thing. So fucking hard! Time managing, tasks, the fact that subjects in senior high school is freaking harder than in junior high school, and others that tried to push me down. Health was something i forgot. I got sick. In every week, there must be a day i didn't attend the school. He though that i was pretending. Anger was something I couldn't control. I hated him. I hated him so much.
"Feliz Cumpleanos!"
07/04/2013
12:00:02 AM
I didn't go bed earlier. I slept late. Waiting for my chance to say something I've never said to him. Yes, that was my first time. 2 minutes. 3 minutes. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 30 minutes passed. This phone was not ringing. Tootache was trying to kill me that time. But i don't know, why i tried to stay.
Fell asleep.
And in the morning. I still found nothing. Nothing.
